I'm turning more and more weary and easily breathless at work. My lungs are not as puissant as before. I'm physically and emotionally discomposed and am easily agitated these days. I swear my other colleagues shared the same nemesis as me. Well at least i'm not the only one. I laugh, I joked but nobody knows i'm crying inside. Precisely. Nobody knows. The workload just sucked day by day regardless of the responsibilities being imposed to you. Be it in-charge or junior.

My preceptor used to say... "You need to master the junior work before you even think of being the in-charge." And i will remember that for the rest of my life.

And my SeniorNurseManager recently said... "Not answering call bells is a very bad bad thing." Which is true cause 'some' people don't.

Urgh! I'm just tired and rimas. 2 more freaking years of bond and I yearn the fresh air. I'm just suffocated. Seriously.

But then again, i love my job.