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2009-05-03T22:29:00.007+08:00

SELAMAT PENGANTIN BARU

ZUL & HUDA

Congratulation and celebrations to the newly wed. Semoga kekal hingga ke anak cucu.

After everything was over, boyfriend can't wait to get married. Honestly, I am too.

iloveyou.

20112011...

Why women nag...

2009-04-25T20:50:00.004+08:00

NEVER ARGUE WITH A WOMAN WHEN SHE'S TIRED - OR RESTED.

Is there a gene for nagging? There's probably a bloke somewhere peering down his microscope, searching the x-chromosome for it, on the basis that 'only women do it, so it must be sex-determined'. But if you want a reason why women nag look no further than the size difference between them and men. What else can a woman do? There are only two things to be done. Either let them have their way or mount a verbal campaign, in the hope that they will be worn down in time.

On one issue, at least, both women and men agree - THEY BOTH DISTRUST WOMEN.

It sounds so wonderfully, resonantly true, yet it remains equally true if inverted. How's that!!!

whatever.

Earth Hour / New Neighbour

2009-03-30T12:11:00.009+08:00

Obviously some people doesn't care about the earth! tsk tsk..

Vote earth by simply switching off our lights for an hour and join the world for EARTH HOUR. The experience was like 'Jeritan Sepi' (one of Suria's tv drama). It is not about what country you are from but instead what planet you're from. My family did our part in global warming by switching our lights off and using candles and torchlights as substitution. For an hour we were kept in the dark, had our dinner with the help of 2 pathetic candles. But it was absolute fun. It made me realise how much electricity means and be cognizant of those countries with not a single electricity running. I am so grateful to be at this part of the planet. Syukur Alhamdulillah...

On the other hand, i'm pretty annoyed with the current renovation done at the unit above mine. The turbulences was indeed contributing to noise pollution. On a happier note, it'll be another new neighbour. Another new malay family in the neighbourhood (according to mom).

Nice people i hope.

See no Evil

2009-03-29T21:58:00.004+08:00

I've just watched this movie and i must say it was pretty cute and funny. I've started to fancy the main actress (Isla Fisher) ever since Definitely Maybe. She's definitely someone not to miss. Ouh and not forgetting the actor (Hugh Dancy) whom i adored since Ella Enchanted. Very very gorgeous with his british accent. For those ladies who's into retail, Confessions of a Shopaholic is a must watch. This movie somehow reminds me of Devil Wears Prada!

Next movie to watch....

12 Rounds. I'm somewhat a WWE fan. So, i guess you know why i wanna watch this movie! Heh.

Sister Act

2009-03-20T00:11:00.004+08:00

I love my little sister more than anything else in this cosmos; besides Hamzah of course. Spending quality time with her was fantabulous. Now that she's having her holidays, i'll see my little lassie more often around the house.

Recently went swimming with her as she's been bugging me for the newly renovated swimming complex @ Woodlands. I brought her finally on my off day. She was sooo frigging ecstatic. The weather was oh-so-sunny. She played with the slides for hours and i tanned for hours too. Till am satisfied with my color.

At the end of the day, it was SATISFACTION!

more sisterly activities to come.

Desires

2009-02-23T18:58:00.005+08:00

I want one for my own. Two is enough. Three is many.

I can't resist cubby wubby babies.

And i adore pregnant women.

total random. i know.

My new sweet babies

2009-02-17T18:48:00.005+08:00

Nur Irdina

Md. Idraki

ILY

2009-02-17T17:55:00.010+08:00

What is it with love? That makes me then breaks me?

When in love do i truly love? Is it really love or do i think that i love?

Maybe i just love being in love. Or love the idea of being in love?

I spent my whole life chasing love. In the end, the one thing i truly love,

could just be the meir pursuit of love.

I have heard it said, TRUE LOVE comes around only once in life.

I never believe that until i met you.

I now know what true love means.

For never have i loved someone as I LOVE YOU.

Because our love is eternal, there's nothing left to say.

Except to say this last words...

"I LOVE YOU MORE EACH DAY."

HAPPY 5th ANNIVERSARY LOVE!

We've made it this far. I'm not turning back.

restless.

2009-02-02T00:21:00.002+08:00

I'm seriously missing you. It's been a week now.....

i can't wait that long to meet you.

i go with the flow

2009-01-31T21:55:00.003+08:00

I feel the ADRENALINE moving through my veins.

Spotlight on me and i'm ready to BREAK.

better be ready.

January Babies

2009-01-20T13:32:00.016+08:00

My brotherly cousin ~ Fadhli (150109)

Girlfriend cum colleague ~ Nani (190109)

Girlfriend cum colleague ~ Azira (200109)

this crazy friend ~ Aza Joe (290109)

another year older. how time flies eyy?

Love Story

2009-01-01T23:52:00.004+08:00

We were both young, when I first saw you.
I close my eyes and the flashback starts

I'm standing there, on a balcony in summer air.

I see the lights; see the party, the ball gowns.

I see you make your way through the crowd

You say hello, little did I know...

That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles

And my daddy said "stay away from Juliet"

And I was crying on the staircase

begging you please don't go... And I said...

Romeo take me somewhere, we can be alone.

I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run.

You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess,

It's a love story, baby, just say yes.

So I sneak out to the garden to see you.

We keep quiet, because we're dead if they knew

So close your eyes... escape this town for a little while. Oh, Oh.

Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter,

And my daddy said "stay away from Juliet"

but you were everything to me

I was begging you, please don't go

And I said... Romeo take me somewhere, we can be alone.

I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run.

You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess.

It's a love story, baby, just say yes

Romeo save me, they're trying to tell me how to feel.

This love is difficult, but it's real.

Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess.

It's a love story, baby, just say yes. Oh, Oh.

I got tired of waiting. Wondering if you were ever coming around.

My faith in you was fading

When I met you on the outskirts of town.

And I said... Romeo save me, I've been feeling so alone.

I keep waiting, for you but you never come.

Is this in my head, I don't know what to think

He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring and said...

Marry me Juliet, you'll never have to be alone.

I love you, and that's all I really know.

I talked to your dad -- go pick out a white dress

It's a love story, baby just say... yes.

Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh.

We were both young when I first saw you.

Bliss

2008-12-30T23:14:00.002+08:00

Happy Engagement Umi Ummairah!

27th December 2008

G to Gents

2008-12-13T21:53:00.007+08:00

Happy 23rd Birthday

Md. Hamzah Bin Md. Marican

13th December.

Today you celebrate another year of life. May it be filled with alot of hapiness. I want to wish you a Happy Birthday and i hope you have a very great day. You know that you are loved in every special way. Happy Birthday means so much more than have a happy day. Within these words lie alot of things i never got to say. It means I LOVE YOU first of all, than thanks for all you do. It means you mean alot to me and that i'm proud of you. But most of all, i guess it means that i am thinking of your happiness on this, your day, with pleasure and with love.

So i am saying this to you my dear, wishing you all the best as you celebrate another year.

Insya'Allah.

Skin and Bones

2008-12-10T21:54:00.007+08:00

Why can't people just let me live happily ever after? Why? Isn't it as easy as ABC.

People telling me what to do and what not to do.

People kept emphasizing i gained weight. How huge my boobs & my arse are.

It's damn blardy annoying and it's my damn blardy business.

Once is enough. Repeatition is not needed. So please.

I wanna be as skinny as the models so people will stop teasing my fats!

Feeling very very agitated.

The New 90210

2008-11-19T19:16:00.015+08:00

I’ve had really mixed feelings about this show ever since I first heard about it a couple of months ago. Not having been a fan of the original, I didn’t have either the “Yes! It’s back!” or the “Oh no, they’re going to ruin it!” reaction that the people who followed the adventures of Brandon, Brenda, and Kelly back in the day had. But then, just when my interest was waning, they went and added Naomi (Annalynne McCord) and Ethan (Dustin Milligan) to the cast and I got excited.

Now, having watched the preview, I’m simply in a state of confusion. It looks like it’s going to be Gossip Girl on the West Coast. But isn’t Gossip Girl just The O.C. on the East Coast? And since The O.C. already existed, wouldn’t that make this the poor man’s O.C.? But nobody on 90210 could possibly be as bad as an actress as Mischa Barton, right? On the other hand, none of them looks to be as adorable as Adam Brody, so I just don’t know.

Whatever it is, i'm sooo gonna get her curls as soon as i'm tired of my straight hair!

My Girls

2008-11-11T23:23:00.012+08:00

Current mood: Sick and tired.

Therefore, i'm gonna make today's entry rather simple. Life's pretty sucks lately. Especially with the working life. Due to politics, politics and more politics. From complaints to damn blardy lazy nurses to the unprofessionalism. It kinda pisses me off. Sick leaves and more sick leaves. To whom it may concern, get well soon and be a better nurse! My girls would know who i'm referring to.

Besides work, my social life's rather plain but sweet. What more can we singaporeans do in Singapore other than working our ass off to make fast buck. And that it seems like Singapore have been overswarm by FOREIGNERS laaa. Partying just gets even more bromidic every single day. Damn right i'm complaining. Whatever it is, i still do love my circle of people. And that's for sure.

Spring Barbie Invite

These people i grew up with. Having sisterly fights and the elder one giving in. Haha. Those were the days eyy. My sisterly cousins whom i dearly amire knew my inner and outer beauty most. I love them for loving their baby sister. HAHA. We had an effingly great time together especially this day where we had our dinner reservations at a posh restaurant, having the whole entire place to ourselves. Vocal session at cash studio where we sang all genres. And bumping onto the 'Mr Celebrities' Hyrul and Shah. Coffee Club kinda summed up our meet up and my hero come save my day.

It's Mega Day

Trust me. After a hard and blood sucking day, these nurses deserve a stress-free moments. And yes these girls are people whom you wanna hang out with. Much of the unknown secrets were revealed and i began to know them better as an individual.

Nani, i know you're a very strong person and that you'll pull thru whatever obstacles. I don't know how you do it but you will do it somehow. Believe me, no matter how hard you and him try to get away from each other, you'll get even more closer. No matter how much you hate him, you still love him. I know.

Athi, just take very good care of your health ok. Cos people need you. Especially your family. And we need your bubbly helpful ass in the ward. And thanks for being so mindful.

Fari, you will always be the youngest at heart thou you're like the ~~oldest~~ eldest. And that 'ya alif' will probably be just a friend. Cos you need a man and not a pretty boy.

To the rest of the ladies whose face wasn't in the picture, we'll plan another outing soon ok.

That is if ......

Girls just wanna have fun

2008-11-02T23:59:00.023+08:00

Last week was really well spent and i'm somewhat satisfied.

Hanging out with this group of people just never fail to make me happy.

29th October 08

It was dinner buffet at Straits Kitchen @ Grand Hyatt. Everyone was present except for Azira due to some unforeseen circumstances. We missed you in the picture Azi! Aniways, the dinner was super and the curry to the 'roti naan' was effingly power! SEDAP GILER wa cakap luuu!!!

I'm soo gonna bring my family again to invade the 'roti naan' as we're a huge fan of it!

30th October 08

This day was spent with the boyfriend ONLY. No peers, no mates, no busybodys. We had our quality time together brainstorming things and we had a little shopping spree.

Bought mom her precious little thing, the thing she's been dying to get her hands on since like forever. She's been bugging me for Coach as that's the next brand which was not in her collection despite having Bonia, Sembonia, Guess, Braun Buffel, LV and suddenly i heard she wants Salvatore too. HAHA. Mampos aku! Aniways, to shut her up, i got what she wanted and she was super ecstatic upon receiving it from me. You can practically see the sparkle in her eyes laaaa. Happy for you mom and i'm happy cos i like the bag too. Ade chance boleh pinjam! HAHA. I just can't believe i spent that much for that bag!!!

It's just great to have a very good ending of October. And as of November....

1st November 08

And yesss it's SGH Dinner & Dance held at Suntec Convention Center. This year's theme was ROCK. Headed down with beloved mom. Yes mind you, MY MOTHER. Who says my mom can't ROCK?! Fyi, she's the one getting all excited for this whole thing. Met the girls ~ Nisa, Fari & Azi at our table 123. Photo taking was what we did first! HAHA. Well, the whole event was somewhat average. The food was less satisfying. All of us was like~"what the hell? is that all they serve?"~That's how unsatisfied we were. I really do hope next year will be a better one and i mean the foooooood. Reason being, i was like a hungry ghost the moment i reached the ballroom. I know. Typical me. Aniways, the day ended with more photo takings!

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Today, i voiced out my concerns about issues regarding some people to boyfriend the moment i'm out from the hospital. I felt the burden over my shoulders kind of lightened and the moment i heard his voice over the phone advising me, i cried. Tears weld down my cheeks and mind you i was on my way home. So i guess the public thought probably i just had a break-up or whatever they could think of in their blardy little brain. At that point of time, i just wished boyfriend would stop talking and i on the other hand would have been less emotional. But i've been keeping it to myself for the past days till today. Cos it's blardy damn obvious. Stop playing it not obvious cos it's sooo damn obvious! I'll just take this game as a very childish one. And i'm strong for that! Period.

Thank you for listening. That'll explain why you're my boyfriend afterall.

Ex-FSS Grads Raya

2008-10-27T23:31:00.008+08:00

Suhaimi in purple ~ my all time favourite buddy.
and Umar Qaish ~ the kiddo who wanna kick my butt!

Mimi.Mike.Pear.Umar.Fana.Jann.Noris.Farhana.Helmi.Idham.

Lisa 'Superman' joined us later on and Mike super busy with 'his business'

'Rakan seperjuangan' since 2000 and still going on strong.
I love you girls!

~and yours truly~

This day kinda summed up my raya mood and thanks to these lovely people for making my day.
Norisda.
Sharifah.
Khalisah.
Farhana.
Suhaimi.
Mikhail.
Idham.
Umar Qaish.
Aina.
Helmi.
Farhana (Helmi's Gf)

Voyage...

2008-10-22T11:22:00.006+08:00

Will be away on night shift people! See ya guys soooon. I promise.

Counting days to 25th.

friends till the end

2008-10-20T20:24:00.009+08:00

Yesterday, 19th October, our house was open specifically for FRIENDS ONLY. And it includes my netball junioritas and my favourite girls. Not forgetting hadi and apol of course.

with moooon, leilooo, dian & deeena. my effingly coool girls. netball soon eyy!

with apol, izzy, titi and hadi. my people.

These people made my day and am glad they made the house merry!

Training ended early today.

My man's night shift tonight.

Gf Norisda am not felling well (scrapped our meeting).

Murshid accompanied me on the phone for few hours.

Cancelled plan to visit Zahirah due to unforeseen circumstances.

Had flu vaccination today, left arm was immobalised for few minutes and very weak for the rest of the day. Pretty bad huh!

Shout-out to my dearest colleague, get well soon Zah!

I'm very very bored now! What a bummer!!!

It's all about us

2008-10-19T00:33:00.009+08:00

Everybody, practically everyone kept asking us like they've ran out of questions...

"When are your guys getting married?"

"Biler nak makan nasi minyak ni?"

"Anak aku dah dua, korang biler lagi?"

"Kalau jadi, jangan lupa jemput k.."

and other questions and lines kept going on and on...

FYI, my dad wants both of us to pursuit further on our studies. and the plan was to take degree together and yes, we're so up for it ya'll. Therefore, we're not getting hitch so soon. In any chance the plan has to be amended, i'll let you guys know.

peace!

very important people

2008-10-13T00:20:00.007+08:00

I'm pretty drained out from work today and yet i'm sitting in front of my computer writing this entry. Can't help but to update. Besides working my ass off, i'm somewhat satisfied that i managed to spend time with my ladies and my man this week.

Wednesday was Simpang Bedok with Norisda & Sharifah. My girlfriends way way back in secondary school. Established since 2000. And yet this friendship is still counting and going on strong. Initial plan was to meet up with another girl namely Azlyn who couldn't join us that day. Whatever it is, you've been missed Lyn. We've had one hell of a night brainstorming of who's going and who's not, who's bringing their other half along and who's not and what i'm blabbering about is our Fuchunians raya outing which is this 25th Oct. I'm pretty excited myself. We discussed and somehow gossipped on and off till we didn't keep track of the time which was almost to midnight. That was when we left our meeting port.

I'm gonna miss you girls already. Till our next meeting yaaaa.

Thursday was spent with the sweetheart who fetched me from work and then headed to Queensway to survey some new shoes which i'm gonna need for work. Then on, accompanied him to his RC meeting where i have to wait at his neighbourhood police center. The meeting took like approximately 30minutes and off we head to Mustafa Center to look for Athiyah's perfume and to shop for other things as well. I wasn't concentrating on shopping as my tummy was growling. And so i dragged boyfriend to the nearest restaurant ~ Shakunthala's and there we had our roti 'naan' which was super spicy but very delicious. Seriously, i couldn't get enough of it. On the way back to our bike, i saw a manly figure whom i totally recognise him as the 'super-ex-boyfriend'. HAHA. I thought he was looking but i pretended not to see. Ouhh well....what's with the blonde hair eyy? Such a turn off.

Aniways, the day ended well with hugs and kisses. Love you b.

And today i received an email from uncle of his latest work....

So please don't agitate me. Or i'll BITE!

Ouhh and lastly, get well soon Izzy! You will be loved.

meet the fockers

2008-10-05T22:08:00.011+08:00

Today marked the end of my annual leave. And i'm back to work tomorrow afternoon. Boooo...

Whatever it is, this raya, i've had a blast. I hope you guys did too eyyy. Yesterday, my crib had somewhat an open house. It's just that we did'nt go out that day reason being my brother's sitting for his PSLE and therefore, people, i mean my relatives just kept knocking on the door and so we had to leave it open till like midnight. That sounds like open house doesn't it?

Aniways, the moment i've been looking forward was the arrival of boyfriend's family at my doorstep. Can't deny somehow i've had butterflies in my tummy thou. Well, it's the first raya ever that the fockers met. HAHA. That'll explain why. I was super excited too. Shyness was the ultimate factor but the fockers played it cool thou.

I'm sooo sooo ecstatic and am one happy chic at the end of the day.

my family soon-to-be / with the sisters ~ Umi & Khatijah

when the Jalil's meets the Marican's

In all, my dear fellow muslimins, have fun celebrating this festive season while you still can.

You might never know today/this year might be your last....

loving this raya.

It's our day

2008-10-02T06:11:00.004+08:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA

minal aidil walfai'zin

Ode my friends

2008-09-27T22:52:00.005+08:00

Ode to my beloved colleagues, clinicians, clerks, attendants, housekeepers and most importantly my patients. Will be away on leave for 10 days ~ CELEBRATING. Yippee.

I'll miss my locker most that is.

Happy Hari Raya muslim friends!

my happy pill

2008-09-24T23:27:00.008+08:00

I met this bestie of mine today and i'm a very happy person.

I miss you like crazy caaan. I know you miss me too. Nyahhaha.

I promise to call you whenever i drop by 'the place' yah!

ouhh and....

HAPPY 21st BESTIE!!!!

love ya loads!

designed for safety

2008-09-23T00:23:00.010+08:00

Yeay! New helmet yet again. Helmet 4. I love it. I love it. I love it!

(screw you copycats!)

Let's recall...

Helmet 1

Helmet 2

Helmet 3

I wonder what's next for helmet 5 eyyy. Heh.

You're the best laaaaaa. Ily!

And i love all of them truckloads.

iftar @ hjh maimunah

2008-09-18T13:26:00.007+08:00

Another outing yet again with my super nurses.

Day filled with fun laughters peace and joys.

And i love them ALL.

thanks azi,nani,wan,athi,fari,kaknor,nisa,kaklin,abgis for making my day merry.

for more pictures:

http://dollydollz.multiply.com/photos/album/106/Iftar_Hjh_Maimunah

peace. no war.

2008-09-11T22:42:00.005+08:00

Sis Noretta & Me (photo by PakAnjang)

Sis Noretta after a make-over-gone-wrong

HAHA. Good one uncle.

I've always loved photos taken by these two photographers.

fyi, i'm having my 4days sick leave now. peace.

diagnosis - right thigh pain. wtf!

a day to celebrate

2008-09-09T21:02:00.012+08:00

Happy Birthday Syasya!

My little baby sister turned 6 at 9pm.
A year older and she's still she.
Same bubbly, cheery, girly, noisy, mentel yet irritating. HAHA.

Whatever i have, it's a must that she have it too.
Thank God she couldn't have Hamzah. *winks*
Sorry sister, get your own eyyyy. =)

and today,

marked the 55th month with my man.

love you many many loves!

Uncle, we really missed you

2008-09-07T14:04:00.010+08:00

Abdul Karim Bin Abdul Latiff

28/05/1958 - 05/09/2008

A beautiful, caring & soft-hearted son to his mother, husband to his lovable wife, father to 3 smart and talented kids, uncle to his naughty nieces and nephews, teacher to his many many students, leader to his resident commity & friend to his networkings.

A life watered by the tears of tragedy and suffering often becomes the most fertile soil for spiritual growth.

So often it seems that life is only made up of things to worry about. Life has many disappointments for all of us. Death, illnesses, betrayals, tragedies and feeling of worthlessness and despair. Sometimes life can seem so very grim and so many times we tend to wallow in pools of self-pity.

I would just like to say again that i believe our time here on earth gives us the opportunity to grow spiritually.

To the family of my late uncle, my aunt & little cousins, i do hope you're able to realize that even though things look cloudy right now, they'll get better soon. Just remember that it takes rain to make rainbows, lemons to make lemonades and sometimes it takes difficulties to make us stronger and better people. If you hang in there, you'll see that the sun will shine again soon. Insya'allah. You'll see.

Thank you to all SGH doctors, nurses and other healthcare workers for their countless support, gratitude and condolences. Will be very much appreciated. May peace be upon you all. Amen.

Can't help but to post this entry with tears...

It's Ramadhan yet again

2008-09-01T11:47:00.010+08:00

She's grown! On her cheeks! HAHAH.
My little niece is growing and growing. And growing more on her cheeks.

Which reminds me of Titi's cheeks too. =)

Today marks the beginning of the fasting month and bloody hell i'm on night shift again.

Aniways, scrap that, i'm soo looking forward to shop at Geylang Serai, break-fast with boyfriend, his family, my girls, my colleagues and beloved family. Confirm kecoh!

To all my muslim friends, HAPPY FASTING!

mom with love

2008-08-30T23:43:00.009+08:00

Happy Birthday Dear Mom.

This birthday wish that comes with love is just another way of showing just how much you mean today and everyday! Love you till the end of time. And that's the fact.

Yours truly;

your girl.

Thanks boyfriend for spending time with us!

more pictures: http://dollydollz.multiply.com/photos/album/101/Moms_46th.

i love you. i love you. i love you.

2008-08-27T23:50:00.009+08:00

my baby love ♥

I'm such euphoric girlfriend today. Reason being, quality time was spent with the boyfriend.

From movies, dinner at Seah Im and then to Henderson Waves till Alex Arch.

It was satisfaction. What more can i ask for?

Our love has come this far, thanks baby ♥

family love

2008-08-26T20:30:00.009+08:00

The day before was well spent with beloved mom, dad and Syasya. Shopping at Geylang (which is totally random) and we bought a brand new leather sofa at Aero Furnishing Center. It was super comfy laaa. Me and the little one just couldn't get our ass off it. And dad's eyeing on the orthopaedic chair which was super exorbitant but worth buying. Mom surprised me saying that she bought a new teevo for our living room. And she's sooo confident that i'm gonna love it. And that'll have to wait till raya. Same goes with the sofa which will only arrive one week before the festive season. I can't wait!

Well...it's a good thing syasya's camera friendly eyyy. Gua ada kaki beb!

While our folks liquidate the payments, this was what we did.

I was super soporific and syasya caught me. Thanks ehh sya!

ily many many la sister.

meeting boyfriend tml for more love. =)

the best thing ever

2008-08-20T19:55:00.009+08:00

As i was watching TheGamePlan, i just happen to ask boyfriend...

me: you, what's the best thing that has ever happen to you?
bf: meeting you.
me: awww. you're the sweetest.

our text message somehow or rather made my day. cos i was feeling sucky today that's why.

i miss you boyfriend!

lucky to have been where i have been =)

my OH my

2008-08-19T20:07:00.006+08:00

A little shout-out to dearest Farizah aka 'Queen of Emo'....

wishing you a speedy recovery. we're missing you at work already babe!
hurry get those palms and feets burning for the patients eyyy.
wipe their asses with your burning hands. amacam? mau pe?

and by all means sue those banglas for causing you to be flown off from your bike.
and shove those points up their asses. HARUS tau!

Riyannnnnn....Riyannnnnn

2008-08-17T23:52:00.009+08:00

Happy 3rd Birthday Riyan!!!

He's such a cutie isn't he?

Birthday celebration was held at The Chevrons. Invitation was given to us by kak lin waaaaay before hand. Like 1 month earlier?

Aniways, me, nani, fari meet up with wan & athiyah at SGH carpark as we're riding there. Nani rides alone as she's not too confident to have any pillion. I was fari's pillion and wan was athiyah's rider. Way to go wan!

Overall, i've had a blast. I mean WE enjoyed ourselves there. The place was magnificient and the food was ouh-so-delicious. Cam-bitching's always a must for us. I repeat, MUST. But then again, the picture wasn't complete with another two of our working 'kakis', zahirah & azira who was missing. The day was filled with fun and laughters. With nani's super high pitched toned, my horrible laughter, athiyah's non-stop purging in the toilet, fari's crappy jokes and wan's fatherly voice which was super hilarious. I just love my munchkins laaaaa.

We went home with all smiles.

It's a pity Mr Bf had to work on this beautiful day.

for more pictures:http://dollydollz.multiply.com/photos/album/98/Riyans_Bday

as clumsy as an elephant

2008-08-14T20:13:00.002+08:00

Rest assured, i'm pretty clumsy at work today.

On random note,

Girlfriends who have been together with their other half for years have ended their cherry blossom relationships. I just got to know another one ended hers today.

I wished i could be there for them and hoping i could do anything for them.
Anything.

buang 'suay'

2008-08-13T19:16:00.008+08:00

So much for wanting to keep this hair of mine long. So much of having waves. In the end i ended up trimming and coloring. And all thanks to Mom who actually brain-washed me into diminishing all the 'suay'. Riiiight!

To this day, TODAY, mom was my wake-up call at 9 freaking AM. Verbalised to me on the phone that she'll reach Marsiling at around 9.45am. Mind you, she was from night shift ehh.

This was how she sounded on the phone..

Mom: 'Nana, wake up. Accompany me cut my hair. Go siap like now. I'll meet you at Marsiling MRT. Hurry. Don't make me wait. We will buang our suay today! I don't care!'

Ok so, at that point of time i was wondering why mom sounded so bitchy and was it mine or her 'suay' actually. I couldn't help but laugh.

That's my mom.

And yes, that's the new color. Was opting for blonde but having blonde moments like most of the time is already enough for me. Not wanting to be a blonde bimbo in the ward i supposed.

Having headache now, due to the chemicals on my head i guess.

Painkillers would be best for me now.

Hungry Ghosts

2008-08-11T20:02:00.009+08:00

Here i am once again blogging and am actually multi-tasking with this dainty fingers typing and very poignant ears listening to mom's story and complaints of her ward. Pretty interesting i must say. Well who else would hear her out if not for her very own same-workplace-daughter kann. Aniways, as a matter of fact, i just woke up from my beauty sleep actually. Yes that's right. Post night la. Wonder if i could sleep again tonight eyy.

My nights was fly. Yes that's how i spent my national day if you wanna know. In the freaking ward together with Zahirah&KakNor while others boogey the night away. Hmph!

On the happier note, it was uber fun working during this ghost month. Lesser patients! Prolly because they were terrified to have a hungry ghost taking care of them and thats me. And yes, MrBoyfriend came and brought murtabak where else Zah's hubby brought us muttonchop. Thanks MrShaik. Ape lagi, me & kaknor bedal ahhh. Hungry ghost betol ehhh. And mind you it was 2am in the morning. Wicked or what!

My last night with Ling&Sharon, lagi best. Admit none. The counter phone DID NOT RING AT ALL! After supper, Sharon&I had movie mania in one of the empty room, without popcorns but pringles instead. One word - GEREK! But then again, you can feel the time pass slowly thou.

Right now, i'm waiting for my CanadianPizza to arrive. Jemput!

You can put the blame on me

2008-08-08T11:38:00.004+08:00

I'm sorry about everything.

I truly am.

The future is OURS

2008-08-07T12:35:00.005+08:00

Woke up early today despite having my day off. Here i am infront of the computer looking silly. Just completed my task to make over athiyah's bloggy which is kinda simple but i still love it. There you go girl!

In the mist of editting, boyfriend sms-ed me.

Bf: I dengar2 parliment is discussing whether to give husband 3months maternity leave after their wife give birth.

Me: HAHAHAHAHAHHAHA. Good lah. I sokong!

Bf: Pending laaa.

Funny or what?! Ironically, we were talking about our future the day before. Marriage, life after marriage, transportation, housing and babies. And the best part, we were deciding what to call each other after marriage. Wah. I definitely need a new organizer! Totally.

We've got a mission kan sayang. Insya'allah it'll happen.

It was all about O&G yesterday. The reason being, my colleague Anuradha has given birth to a baby boy!!! Baby Ritesh Mohan was delivered 6th August 2008 at KKH at 1210hrs. He's full termed only late by a day. Visited Anu accompanied by boyfriend yesterday. I was super ecstatic upon seeing her. The atmosphere was soo warm and nice. You can hear new born babies crying from the next bed. Sadly, Anu's little pride was in the ICA due to some cardiac issues. So me&bf didn't get the chance to see. Prolly soon yea Anu. I can't wait. I can't wait!

I'm fasting today so shall just rest and watch tv all day long till bf finished his inservice and we'll break-fast over at my crib. =)

Wedding of the Month

2008-08-05T23:29:00.005+08:00

The couple's invitation card. Pweety kannn.

Sis Nik's plan was for me to crash their wedding.

On second thoughts, maybe i SHOULD HAVE. =)

But then again, had to work on their big day. Boohoohoo. What a bummer!

**Wondering whether Yanti attended their wedding**

OUR day

2008-08-03T17:56:00.013+08:00

1st of August, Singhealth marks 120 years of nursing in Singapore with a new milestone.

Was morning shift and yet we still spent time to drop by the party. Thanks to Sister Rose for bugging us to get our asses there.

Highlights of the party included food stalls manned by SingHealth’s senior management, song performances by SingHealth’s doctors and nurses and a dance competition. Joining in the celebrations also were 40 elderly residents who live in one-room flats in the Buona Vista Constituency, who are being adopted by the Outram Campus Nurse Volunteers. Food hampers were distributed to the elderly residents and they were treated to a Chinese Opera performance. Coool kannn.

Aniways, we spent like almost an hour under the scorching sun cam-whorring and then back to work. We received loads of balloons, chocolates, cookies, brownies, cakes and pastries from doctors as well as patients and their relatives. Thank you.

I'm proud of myself being a nurse whereby nursing is a source of light to someone's darkness. And i'm waiting to this day that Singapore will say thank you to us. It's OUR day ya'll.

After the celebration, we then celebrated at Athiyah's room. Her operation was successful and thanks to God. She was super relieved that everything was finally over. How lucky she is for having the whole team behind her (and Razi infront). HAHAHAH. Jangan marah haaaaaa.

When we have our own privacy.....ouh and 6secs ehh Zah not 6mins. HAHAHA.

I heart you friend.

p/s: i'm craving for DURIANSsssss now. mind you.

for more pictures: http://dollydollz.multiply.com/photos/album/95/Happy_Nurses_Day

Dear Athiyah...

2008-07-31T23:45:00.005+08:00

To my dearest little miss clumsy and the closest colleague ~ Athiyah Alynna Chua, good luck in your operation tomorrow!!!!!

Believe it or not, the day has come. I bet she couldn't sleep right now. Had to be fasted and everything. Goodness gracious me. I'm having butterflies in my tummy now. Here i am feeling sooo nervous for her. Wait. If i'm nervous, what about her eyyy? Patrified? That's the only vocab i could think of. But then again, i know deep down, she's strong and she wanna get it done and over with. She would have broke down to tears earlier on today as we wished her warm wishes and good lucks but she managed to hold the tears from rolling. That's my girl!

You will do just fine dear girlfriend. With all the prayers from your family, friends, Razi? and especially yourself, insya'allah you'll pull thru. And after this big thing, you'll be as healthy as a horse! Amin.

And to all healthcare professionals (nurses mainly),

HAPPY NURSES' DAY!!!!

Nepalese twin Ganga dies

2008-07-31T00:00:00.004+08:00

TWIN DEVASTATED: Ganga (left) and Jamuna when they were four. Jamuna is distraught over her sister's death and cannot stop crying, said her grandfather. -- ST FILE PHOTO

My heartfelt condolences to the Shrestha's family for the lost of their daughter Ganga Shrestha.

9th May 2000 ~ 30th July 2008.

for full story: http://www.straitstimes.com/Free/Story/STIStory_262693.html

Crocs Fever

2008-07-27T22:33:00.010+08:00

It's super Sunday today and yes am working in the morning. Wasn't as busy as weekdays. So we've had McD's delivery to our ward for our breakfast. Since the two 'buntis' (pregnant) colleagues of mine wanted sausage mcmuffin.

Met my family at gran's place and we all proceed to Queensway to get bro's soccer boots. After surveying few of the shop, finally bro got his hands on the classic limited edition ~ Adidas Copa Mundial. Simply gorgeous.

Thenafter, we ended up in Crocs. And everyone in my family bought one Crocs each. I repeat. Each and EVERYONE in my family. HAHA. Finally i 've got my feets on the women's SantaCruz. Ouh, and i bought the carry sack with the jibbitz tooo.

pweeeetttyyy kannnn. ouhh and saw spongebob&patrick?

Dearest July babies

2008-07-23T22:22:00.015+08:00

A shout-out to ALL July babies that i know of.
Before i forget and since july's ending, Happy-A-Year-Older people!!!!

The newly wed, Zahirah Sulaiman (1st July)

My little miss clumsy, Athiyah Alynna Chua (4th July)

My very old old GF, Juliana Jumali (7th July)

Md. Faruq & Aunt Faridah who shared the same birthdate as me (9th July)

My irritating yet happening brother Khair Jalil (12th July)

The male model, Md. Zuhri aka Thaiz (15th July)

The high-maintainanced woman, Haryanti Shariff (22nd July)

To All these people and those whom i forgotten, may you have a blast and a fruitful year ahead!

The Colleague Affair

2008-07-22T18:14:00.009+08:00

July is coming to an end and the good news, JCI's finally over!!!! The outcome, they came our ward once and we cleared just one time. Yeay!

And there goes the happy people. Mind you it's a Monday and it's sure no blues for us all.

Anu's due for delivery real sooooon. Babe, tell Ritesh (that's her son's name) to hold on till 1st August cum Nurses' day okay! HAHA. Suka-suka plak aku ni. Aniways, i just can't wait.

A shout-out to Zahirah & Nora, get well sooon ok darlings. We miss you guys already!

The day we grew older

2008-07-14T23:33:00.005+08:00

Birthday celebration was held at NTUC DowntownEast on the 12th of July. On that particular day, double birthday celebrations was celebrated. My 21st & bro Khai's 18th. Invitation was distributed to family and closest friends. Majority turned up and it was satisfaction.

Many thanks to:

parents for the hard work and money spent.

sisterly cousins, SisTuty & SisNik who make me up into a princess that day.

uncle Hosni & family who accompanied us till the very next day.

boyfriend who helped around and bought us durians.

boyfriend's family for making me merry.

maternal & paternal cousins for celebrating with me.

secondary & tertiary besties for making me jump for joy upon seeing them!

Thank you wonderful people for the presents!

In all, the day was spectacular and no doubt i felt like a star!

for more pictures: http://dollydollz.multiply.com/photos/album/87/Happy_Birthday

My Good Friend's Wedding

2008-07-06T18:54:00.020+08:00

Believe it or not it's already July. Tomorrow starts the beginning of my annual leave. 3 more days to my 21st and 8 more days to JCI. Blughhh. Can't believe i'm the chosen one which means more of morning shifts and getting ready to answer all burning questions from the surveyors. Stress now. I really am. Whatever it is, words of couragement from Sister Manee makes me stronger.

Haven't i told you i can't wait for Zahirah's wedding? Well, the moment we've been waiting for has finally ended. It was such a lovely day and the wedding was magnificient. Held at SPANS JOM Clubhouse. Rushed there right after morning shift's done. There she was looking stunningly beautiful in her pink gagra. Love it!

me & kaklin feeling2 first lady laa. they've got babies but i've got boobies!

The whole lot of colleagues who kept them merry. Rakan seperjuangan. HAHA

Hmm. With the babe in leggings&heels whom mamarazzi's cheking her out. Wicked!

Well....CONGRATULATIONS & CELEBRATIONS to the newly weds.

Our last photo before we depart. Lovely!

The Accident

2008-06-30T22:55:00.011+08:00

Yet another heart-drop news. There i was happily working, with the best colleagues around. It was towards the end of the shift that i received a phone call from Umi (bf's sister).

Umi: "Jannah, where you now?"

Me: "Am at work. Why?"

Umi: "Whatever i'm gonna say you don't get shock ok."

Me (feeling all tensed up): "Ya. What is it?"

Umi: "Abg Anja (bf) accident."

Me (fucking shocked): "What? When? Where? How? Bike?"

Umi: "Nope. Police patrol car."

Me: "Ouh. Where is he now? How is he?"

Umi: "He's in TTSH A&E. We cannot go in. Officers around. Family's on the way here. I'll call you again later."

Me: "Ouh. Ok. Wait..."

And the line was dead.

After the short conversation, i swear i didn't absorb anything in except the fact that boyfriend met with an accident. Thank God it wasn't with the bike again. Without realising, tears weld down my cheeks. Damn it. The colleagues saw. And i told them whatever i can remember. Athiyah being the sweetest, allowed me to pass report first and i swear i don't know what the hell i was passing. Thenafter, rushed to TTSH. Was super nervous and my muscles all tensed up. Met the rest of the family who haven't even get to see. I couldn't stand still.

Dirty thoughts running thru my tiny brain. What if.....

Few minutes later, boyfriend's parents came out from this particular room and asked me to go see him. There he was. OMG!

to be continued....

The Accident (II)

Finally got to see him in his full uniform. No visible injuries. Thank God. Nothing serious. But left hand can't be flexed. The driver, his senior complaint of pain over at his left chest. His wife and son was there beside him. Lucky fella.

An Xray was done for his left arm. Results showed no fractures. Probably just in a state of shock after the impact. In the observation room for quite sometime. Few minutes later, another set of parameters was done and the nurse-in-charge verbalised that he can be discharged with 3 days MC (wth!) and some pain and gastric medicines.

Had to take leave myself as i'm working the coming morning. and what time did i reach home? You don't wanna know......

eat like there's no tomorrow

2008-06-27T00:07:00.012+08:00

my personal favourite plastic photo. in azi's ride, reporting strength to you-know-who.

these hungry faces outside Sakura International @ Downtown.

i love the sushi and they come in handy!

i love them like no other. my laughing/joking kakis.

Overall, Sakura international was love and thanks for the advance cake girls!
I am really really blessed to have them as my girlfriends/colleagues.

Right now, i just can't wait for zahirah's wedding and kak lin to deliver!!!!!! best nyerrrr.

the JB affair

2008-06-24T19:02:00.016+08:00

Yeaa. Another round of night was finally over. Thank God this time round was only 3nights instead of the usual 4nights. I know it sounds whatever but really, at the end of the 4th night, you could really feel the exhaustion. Bummer! And i'm pretty glad, my nights was fly.

Mr Policeman was also night shift and our sleeping day was supposed to be sleeping but what's sleeping day for us eyyy. We went JB instead with ibu who waited for us patiently back at home. I love my mom who insisted that hamzah MUST follow. Nyahahhahha.

Poor boy and his mom-in-law-to-be. HAHA. *evil laughter*

the red HOT mom and her spoilt HOT brat.

Aniways, we've gt our kain for raya and it's green and black for us couple this year. What's yours? Ouh and thanks boyfriend for the company. Ibu's a happy woman at the end of the day.

Before the start of my night shift, i accompanied hamzah's family to JB to collect their baju raya. Dah siap laaaaa. Umi was super excited for raya now. HAHA. Bersabar yeee makcik. Puase pon belom. We celebrated Amirul's birthday there too. We spent like half a day there and back to their crib to cill-lax. Ordered pizza from Dayana and thanks girl for the tremendous discounts. Hamzah's dad kept reminding me of the dates and i'm super nervous when he does that. Really. I seriously need a chill pill.

And here's the outdated pictures.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMIRUL!
play hard, study smart ey.

My loves

2008-06-18T23:42:00.015+08:00

I'm currently thinking of some people...

Namely;

Md. Hamzah Md. Marican

Nur Aisyah Abd Jalil

Nurul Farhanah Sudin

Izyan Mellyna Ishak

Nur Hayati Md. Hussin

Dian Syahidah Abd Aziz

Rohani Kahar

Athiyah Alynna Chua

Farizah Pungut

Nur Zahirah Sulaiman

Siti Azira Salim

These were the people i hang around with, fight with, bitch with and having fits together.

Nothing can change the friendship/relationship that we're having.

And ironically, i saw this at Rohani's friendster from Athiyah..

Cool stuff lah friend. And super cute too. I know i'm last in line cos i'm the youngest kaaan.
And look who's first! HAHA.

I'm all smiles

2008-06-16T19:09:00.009+08:00

Lotsa things/events befalled. Especially with them my favourite people. I had a blast.

Hiking to Henderson Waves.
(08/06/08)

Up up and away from Teluk Blangah Hill Park.

And then you'll see/set foot on the Henderson Wave. Cantik kannn.

From up there, you can see Sentosa! Super breath-taking.

Flying with Spore Flyer.
(10/06/08)

I love my siblings thou we have had little fights like EVERYDAY! haha.

My folks. Ibu wore red specially for spore flyer ehh?
And there she goes my all-time-favourite little girl ~ Syasya.

Pizza Hut from the Starkarats.
(12/06/08)

Me, Umi and the-guy-with-unique-name was the early birds who waited for like 45mins.
Then came the stars. We made the guy in white paid the bills at Pizza Hut.

A Very Short Orchard Affair.
(12/06/08)

Went town with cuz Noi and brother to get some products.

And it's just me & brother at home while the rest went for holiday. Humph!

On the happier note, we've got the jumbo house to ourselves! Yippeee.

It's real love

2008-06-07T23:34:00.007+08:00

4years4months and counting

I love you and ONLY YOU.
Nothing can be compared to your love. I swear.

And am all out for it.

Good Love

2008-06-06T19:50:00.007+08:00

When i woke up this morning, autumn leaves just pass me by. Saw this couple just crying and in my mind i wonder why. I could tell it was special. Because something felt so true. That's the thing about true love. That's the way i wanna be happy with you.

Now i'm speaking as a woman. Raised with a mother's love. She said....

"You better recognise the truth from lies, it's in the eyes. Got to look from beyond what you see, it's much deeper. Love can make you warm or can make you very cold. If you listen to your heart, the truth will unfold."

Good love will make you cry and last till you die.

Ok enough with the emo-ism. Allow me to post a shout-out.

Happy Birthday Cousin!

May you have a blissful birthday, healthier you, fruitful year ahead and good luck in your future endeavours. Amen.

Don't forget our plans okays! Love you.

Catching-ups

2008-06-05T20:06:00.009+08:00

Let's just say I got too caught up with work and just couldn't spare the time to crack my head to even update. This is how lazy i can be. Plain lazy.

Recently, went Vivo with them colleagues after the JCI talk to fill our tummy. And yes i brought Syasya along (even to the talk). She was the highlight for the day.

Athiyah wants to bring her home while Farizah wants to borrow her for a day. Ouh well, you guys can have her just tell me when okays! Syasya on the other hand, just couldn't stop talking and toying with Jacq's Nintendo. We window-shopped like ALOT. And i have ALOT of catching ups to do with my baby sister. Aiyooo. Bankrupt wooooo. Must work even harder now eyyy.

Workload wise was alright now. Spent more time with them colleagues i supposed, till i abandoned my Mr Policeman. Well, he was busy with his career too. So yaaa. Ouh and let me brag about this tiny little info..Boyfie's currently working at Police Cantonment Complex which is like 5 minutes away from SGH! Best kannn! I was super ecstatic upon hearing the news can.

Aniways, we have alot more time and money to save and let's keep saving ok dear!

Ouh and top secret was exposed to one person and one person only. Let's keep it shut shall we.

Heart & Habits

2008-05-28T19:46:00.014+08:00

Today's highlights would be ~ Singhealth's Living with 5Cs.

Well for those of you whom i definitely think am not aware of what the heck is 5Cs all about, let me begin...

It simply stands for Compassion, Communication, Commitment, Collaboration & Consistency. I shall not elaborate each one of them cos it will definitely take a very long list.

Aniways, these 5Cs will evolve to define the SingHealth culture which will guide us to push for innovation and improvements in services for the patients and families.

With all the hoohaas about the JCI audit which is like around the corner, which i think is about 52 days left, we nurses have to actually know each and every one of those factors. And fyi, these are not it. We do still have other chunks of notes, policies and procedures to revise. I know. Tell me bout it. Who says it's easy being a nurse eyyyy.

I attended today's course with 2 of the juniors from other stations namely Safiah & Shirah. It was super fun with them around and it actually made the atmosphere very lively. Whole lot of activities lined up for us and all requires teamwork.

And that's what i'll benefit from the 5cs: money, satisfaction, good quality of work & conducive working environment.

At the end of the day, i was asked to answer one question...

Motivator: "What is 1 encouragement you would like to give to your coursemates before we part?"

Me: "ermmm...WORK TOGETHER & WE'LL SURVIVE?!"

Hahha. Where the hell did i get that from eyyy.

Being active ~ Good or Bad?

2008-05-23T23:18:00.007+08:00

Sometimes being over-active could be dangerous for oneself's health. Without realising you might never know you actually over-exert your own abilities.

Soccer is the passion and indeed the first love for my brother. But now, he had to rest his case due to his slow heartbeat and doctor was querying ~ heart murmurs. How bizarre can that be for a 14yr old chap. After apprehending the fact that our late sister passed away due to heart murmurs, it made him even more deranged and flustered.

I acknowledged him as a very subdued, smart and sprightly individual who could go far, to the best Jr College as affirmed by his form teacher or what they called as the 'group parent' now.

Ouhh brother, don't you worry too much. We'll pray for your health, wellness and future endeavours. Amen.

Love,

Your Sister.

Little Miss Expensive

2008-05-18T20:51:00.006+08:00

Welcome home Little Fateha.

After those crucial times you've gone through in NUH's Neonatal ICU, you finally made it.

Everyone's very much inpatient of your discharge and there you are looking very very innocently decent on mother's day. It was definitely a day to celebrate. Especially for your mother. Ehh Kak Noi? Betol tak?

Aniways, your aunty here would sooo love to see you grow grow grow. fast fast fast.

Keep drinking those Dumex & sucking yur mom's toooties aye!

the uneventful event...

2008-05-10T23:50:00.008+08:00

Wishing you a speedy recovery Little Miss Clumsy!

You will forever be our clumsy one. Not even the 'Queen of Emo' could take that away from you.

Picture of the day.

Courtesy by Nani's Nikon Camera.
These people will never fail to make me laugh like crazy. Siao.

When the going gets tough...

2008-05-08T23:38:00.008+08:00

I'm turning more and more weary and easily breathless at work. My lungs are not as puissant as before. I'm physically and emotionally discomposed and am easily agitated these days. I swear my other colleagues shared the same nemesis as me. Well at least i'm not the only one. I laugh, I joked but nobody knows i'm crying inside. Precisely. Nobody knows. The workload just sucked day by day regardless of the responsibilities being imposed to you. Be it in-charge or junior.

My preceptor used to say... "You need to master the junior work before you even think of being the in-charge." And i will remember that for the rest of my life.

And my SeniorNurseManager recently said... "Not answering call bells is a very bad bad thing." Which is true cause 'some' people don't.

Urgh! I'm just tired and rimas. 2 more freaking years of bond and I yearn the fresh air. I'm just suffocated. Seriously.

But then again, i love my job.

Identity

2008-05-04T19:35:00.004+08:00

Sometimes you need to step outside, clear your head and remind yourself of who you are and where you wanna be. And sometimes you have to venture outside your world in order to find yourself.

And who am I? That's one secret i'll never tell.

She's First Among Us

2008-04-26T17:33:00.008+08:00

HAPPY HAPPY ENGAGEMENT
Norisda.

my twin terror.

Can't believe she went first before me!

and us.

so when's my turn?

The best day of my life

2008-04-21T00:11:00.009+08:00

2 days ago (Saturday 19/04/08) marks a very beautiful day ~ despite the very hectic work in the morning. It's Boyfie's mom's birthday and she know nuts about the birthday bash being thrown over at her crib. Best kan!

Received a phone call from boyfie while i was in the locker room getting ready for the after workmath.

BF: "You, dah siap blom? I got something to tell you..."
Me: "Yea, siap-ing. What's up?
BF: "My application to the police force been REJECTED."
Me: "Hah?! you kidding me? after all the efforts?"
BF: "Yalah. What to do. People don't want me. Later you see the letter la."
Me: "Haiyo. Klah. See you later."

And so, i hurried down to bf's crib and gathered under the block with the rest of the relatives to carry out our plan. Went up as quietly as possible and we surprised her with a birthday song in front of the gate! Super loud la the cousins sang. HAHA.

Aniways, boyfie handed me the letter. And guess what la....it indicates there that his application was ACCEPTED instead. I was super ecstatic and beat him in front of his folks.

Me: "You dirty little liar"

BF: "HAHA."

Me: "Ouhh shut up."

BF: "HAHA."

See how naughty my boyfriend is. Aniways, we proceed with the makan-ing, cake cutting, present opening and finally the speech. It was super melancholic la towards the end.

The birthday cake from PrimaDeli / The whole family + 'menantus' / The mom & her presents.

The mom: "Mak doakan dapat menantu yg baik....bla bla bla."

Menantu (in-law)? HAHA. Kidding me la. Ouh and Khatijah too had a very great news. Her application to NAFA was accepted too. No wonder she's all smiles the whole day. Congrats you both for the success and all these on your mom's birthday. Isn't that something?

In all, i love that day.

My Bestfriend

2008-04-17T23:27:00.012+08:00

She who makes me feel pretty.

As time has changed, and seasons have past. We've developed a bond that will forever last.
We remember those time that seem so long ago. As we grew up together through highs and lows.

We will be friends forever. Amigos, buddies, pals. No matter how many miles.
We will be friends forever. No matter how many mistakes you or I make
Because as long we are friends, there’s nothing we couldn’t take
We will be friends forever. No matter where we’ll be
Because when we leave one another behind, you’ll be in the heart of me
We will be friends forever. No matter how old we are
Because when you’re friends forever, you’ll never be too far

It's not impossible

2008-04-10T21:11:00.014+08:00

You're the air that i breathe. The perfect one for me. I refuse to let you go and refuse to let you leave. Now we've been thru too much together and no matter what people say, I'm gonna love you aniways.

Why must they try to tear down our house when they know it's made from love? And they could never stand in my way. NEVER. And no one has the right to tear our love down. You are my life which i can't let go. Even if we fuss or fight, we'll try to let it right. Right? And how dare they say a love like ours won't last.

Unless you lived our life, don't judge us because you don't know, never have and never will know every little thing about us.

And if you had a life, you would stop talking about us. Period.

Aniways,

People, please do catch this movie aite! It's a comedy and i had a good laugh in the cinema with boyfie the other day. Something i learnt from the movie...

"As you get older, you're gonna realise you've got a lot of things you don't like. THINGS MUCH WORSE. When those things happened, you can't just run away. Because it doesn't solve the problem. When you start running, the problem's still there. You've got to stick at it and figure out a way to solve the problem. Even if it's really hard."

True ain't it?

It's too late to apologise

2008-04-06T19:29:00.006+08:00

Sharks! I'm sooo gonna apologise to you here Lisa.

I missed your 21st Birthday!!!!! Kept thinking that it's 31st April laaaa. How silly can i be. I missed your 20th and again your 21st. Haiiiyooooo. Must store your birthday in my alarm la every year. HAHA. Pathethic kannnn.

Aniways, happy 21st k darla! May you have the key to freedom like you always wanted.

Shall plan a gathering sooon with the other babe okays!

I still have HIM

2008-04-04T23:00:00.003+08:00

Truth was revealed. Everything was explained.

I don't hate people. I don't hold grudges.

For friendship, things will change.

Nature shall take it's cause.

My People

2008-03-25T22:02:00.018+08:00

Yesterday....

Visited uncle at SGH together with boyfriend and mom came thenafter. Cam-whored with my sisterly cousins, KakTuty & KakHusna. Missed them dearly la. We'll have our karaoke session soon okay. When everything's back to normal.

Wishing a speedy recovery to uncle who had undergone a bypass. May you'll be as healthy as a horse. Insya'Allah.

And today...

Had a simple date with boyfriend. Hangout at our usual place somewhere at the East and boyfriend brought me to this makan place where i've never been to. It's located at the UpperPierce called Casuarina Curry Restaurant. What does it sound like? We definitely had Indian cuisine of course. And their prata comes in handy. Teh tarik is a must toooo.

Well, the weather turned me off. There's nowhere else to go or to do so we headed to my crib. It's the only place which is sanely dry! So we rode IN THE RAIN! Damn it! Back at home, me, boyfriend & Syasya cam-whored. And thanks little sister for taking our photo.

Ouh btw, Syasya's having chicken pox = 10days of MC! whooohooo. hooray hooray lah dier kat rumah! And that's the chicken pox treatment. MAKAN SUAP! She's loving it when he fed her.

In all, i love my family.

The Professionals

2008-03-23T19:52:00.018+08:00

3 days of night shift was finally over and what a relief. Will be another long period of time for the next round.

Just some re-capping...

[20/03/08]

1st night with MaryJane (ssn) & KakNor (pca) was havoc! Well it was initially alright until bed management unit (BMU) called for an URGENT A1 bed for a very URGENT onco patient and VERY ILL too. I was very hesitant to accept as according to them the patient is dying. Not satisfied, i instructed BMU to ask A&E to call me for further clarification. Yes! True enough the patient is very very ill and for early ward assessment. DIL active siak! Lucky for me, my HO-on-call was all along in the ward till the patient came. Dah macam tunggu VIP lah actually.

Patient came at 0100hrs. On arrival, her pulse was undetectable and was gasping for air real badly under the 100% non-rebreather mask. At about 0130, her effort to breathe reduced. Therefore, i fixate the AED machine to the patient and the line was almost to asystole. Quickly i ran for my doctor and we rushed in. MO came thenafter. Started CPR & bagging and Reg1 came a while later. The whole show ended an hour later. Resusitation terminated at 0225hrs and was pronounced dead by the reg. I swear my wrist was collapsing! HAHA. Luckily i've already written all my 24 reports. Thanks to my juniors for the last office and my heartfelt condolences to the relatives.

What a night to start!

[21/03/08]

Managed to come to work on time. I realised that we have not taken any pictures yet with the new uniform and so we cam-whored with my forever faithful OlympusDigital.

(1) alynna,me,azira. (2) me with 'sister' Leong. HAHA. (3) us. SN2 again!

And them were the pm staffs.

(1)you nearly knock me down lor makcik! heh. (2) ehh kakak, blom start keje dah ngap dulu ka?

(1) with KY, the loud one. (2) my casenotes. 3 shelves in total. (3) with kakak, the gerek one.

Ouhh check out our super bachin face! HAHA. it was 4 in the morning btw.

The night was peaceful. Thou i have 4 admissions, all were stable. Thank God!

[22/03/08]

My last night was still with KY and KakNor (her last night too). I as junior with kakak! And the night was super slack la. Kakak bought meehoon mamak like ALOT. Me & KY ordered McDonalds and we ate the night away. Boyfie called from KL and i was like overjoyed to hear him. I missed you terribly la. hugs&kisses from him.

Now this is the way to end the night!

And today, a friend of mine invited me to CHIJMES to watch ManUtd Vs Liverpool tonight!!!! but, boyfie's coming back tonight!!!!! ouhhh i cant wait.

Bon Voyage

2008-03-20T13:33:00.005+08:00

Boyfie decided to leave for KL. TODAY. Yes, t-o-d-a-y. Boohoo. Someone's got a big tournament there and all sponsored by Nike. Ouh wells, not that i can save the King from leaving. No, I'm not his wife so...be it. You better buy me tones of stuffs there okays! I dont care. HAHA.

I'm gonna miss you while you're away.

And while he's away, tonight's my first night working my ass off. Macam tau je you i keje malam! Shish! Currently having mental block and a little of my blonde moments. So rest assured, i'll blog some other days yea.

Off to my laalaa land now! Zzzzzzzz.

August Rush

2008-03-19T18:12:00.017+08:00

Although the story line isn't new, the idea of using MUSIC as plot is the main selling point in this movie. If you are a music lover, you will sure fall in love with this movie. The soundtrack is spectacular. It makes me have goosebumps all over my body, cool!! Overall, this movie is so touching, inspiring, and remarkable.

Catched it with boyfie yesterday. Well basically, we've got free tickets thanks to Cik Yasmin and we collected it from her friend ~ Nurizan (if i'm not mistaken, that's his name). The seats we got was A11&A12. Boyfie fooled me by insisting that it was front row and i confidently believed him. At that point of time, i was confounded. Who would wanna sit right at the front right?! That's major suicide to the neck. HAHA.

Well, the moment of truth was when we entered the theatre. Boyfie went all the way up to OUR SEATS. COUPLE SEATS somemore. Thanks ehhh. Kan tak pasal2 kene pukul. HAHA. Serve you right.

Aniways, back to the movie, it's worth watching ya'll.

And i'm all smiles =)

On my feets

2008-03-17T21:17:00.006+08:00

Work treated me badly today. Was on my feets, running and God knows what i was busy with.

5 out of 8 patients had URGENT CT scans (which needs staff to accompany).
1 of them deteriorates & transfered to MICU for intubation (ouh i witnessed everything alright!). It was super devastating for say. I was speechless right in front of her son.
Bedpans non-stop hits prolly due to the amount of diuretics given. Selamat arrr!
My long-termed patient ended her life today. 1414hrs was her last breath. And am too tired to even shed tears.
This particular linen guy, kept bugging me for my contacts and of course was scrammed by my super gerek colleagues. Padan muka kau setan!

So there you go. Work was work.

Night came and MrBoyfriend aka MrMuscleMan (he wanted me to type this so i had no choice lah ehhh) accompanied me at home. He's forever addicted to my PSP and i'm beside him writing this entry. Duuuhh.

To you MrBoyfriend, since you wanted my opinion kan....... I DONT WANT YOU TO GO KL caaaaaan? HAHA. Go for your medical instead. Just get it done and over with. Period! We'll go KL together okays. Someday.

Love you.

Someone

2008-03-14T21:01:00.007+08:00

Take for grant how much i care.

And appreciates that i'm there.

Someone who listens and someone who i can call who isnt afraid of thought to share.

I'm looking for someone who won't pretend.

So is it you?

Mr & Mrs Sidek

2008-03-09T19:11:00.009+08:00

Congratulation & Celebration!

Selamat Pengantin Baru

Md Sidek & Nurul Aini.

This newly wed is definitely gonna be a young parent! wheeheeheee.

The bride's my same-aged cousin.

The groom's boyfie's buddy. HAHA

What a small world afterall.

As predicted, people kept asking me when's my turn. HAHA. It'll come. Don't worry.

"Satu kampong nanti Jannah jemput!"

hahahha. And the folks laughed.

bleeding love

2008-03-07T14:58:00.012+08:00

Closed off from love i didn't need the pain.

Once or twice was enough and it was all in vain

Time starts to pass before you know it you're frozen

But somehing happened for the very first time with you
My heart melts into the ground found something true

And everyone's looking around thinking i'm going crazy

But i dont care what they say I'm in love with you

They try to pull me away but they dont know the truth

My heart's crippled by the vein that i keep on closing

You cut me open and i keep bleeding love

Trying hard not to hear but they talk so loud

Their piercing sounds fill my ear try to fill me with doubt

Yet i know that the goal is to keep me from falling

But nothing's greater than the rush that comes with yr embrace and in this world of loneliness i see your face

Yet everyone around me thinks that i'm going crazy

Maybe..

And it's draining all of me they find it hard to believe

I'll be wearing these scars for everyone to see

You cut me open and i keep on BLEEDING LOVE.

believe it or not

2008-03-05T23:11:00.004+08:00

Overdosing yourself with paracetamol? What in the world were you thinking? Just because you're in the rocks with him, that doesnt mean you should stuff yourself with that antipyretics. Thou paracetamol isn't of any harm but it is indeed harmful to the internal organs mainly the liver&kidneys especially when it's overdosage. And whatnots, you took 36tablets which is equivalent to 18grams!!!! Liver damage is possible in adults who have taken 10grams (20tabs) or more of paracetamol.

Well, you are asymptomatic for the first 24hours. Your mom told me you have abdominal cramps and vomiting. Those were the symptoms by the way. She gave you water but i told her to stop as it will fasten the absorption. Just allow you to keep vomiting.

The scariest part is after 24hours where hepatic necrosis (jaundice) begins to develope and can progress to acute liver failure. May also develope encephalopathy (brain disease), oliguria (abnormal urine), hypoglycaemia (low blood sugar) and renal failure which usually occurs around day 3.

Why create problems my dear? I know you can't help it and you weren't in the right state of mind. I understand that. I'm gonna bet you're regretting now. Seriously.

Whatever it is, nasi dah jadi bubur. It already have happened and you can't turn back the time. I'll pray for your wellness okay dear! Insya'allah.

one finger up

2008-03-04T20:07:00.003+08:00

Unless you lived my life, don't judge me because you don't know, never have and never will know every little thing and detail about me.
Everything he tells you now he's told me first so stop thinking your so special!

Go shorty it's your birthday

2008-03-03T19:15:00.012+08:00

First & foremost...

Happy Blated Birthday Umi!

they won best gift! nice one guys!

Her bday was celebrated at ECP. Booked pit 57 and there we go smokin' and barbeque-ing. Umi sure did invite lotsa people which means lotsa pressies. Besides her clan, her TTSH colleagues was invited too. It was somehow a family day as well. Tent pitching, cam-whorring, uno, soccer & captain's ball.

"You can out-height me but you can't out-sized me okay boyfie!"

Thenafter, meet-up with Terks, boyfie's buddy who's super cool.

Overall, i'm loving it cos it's been quite sometime since i last spent time with my 2nd family. They're love. Really. More of gatherings okays!

And today...

Happy Birthday Lulu!

It's been a while since we met. Meet sooon okays!

To both of you babes, may your 21st brings the key to freedom & success!

Amen.

It's bowling time

2008-02-29T18:47:00.015+08:00

I'm pretty drained out at work today mainly due to yesterday's bowling aftermath.

The competition was damn fun i must say. Spent quality time with boyfie at first and then we ride to the Civil Service Club where the fun begins. All my team mates were already present.

Time-check: 1820hrs.

Attendance: MrRahman, MaryJane, Sharinder, MrIsmail, Zahirah, Laura , Anita & me.

Which of course i was the last to arrive and everyone was already practising.

RespiratoryStrikers ~ me, maryjane, sharinder, mr rahman.

TheSmileys ~ mr ismail (not smiley enough), anita, laura, zahirah

The teams with Sister Manee our SNM. She's such a sport!

ok here we still look alright. zah's still maintaining with her mirror.

The game which consists of 3 sets (which none of us am aware of actually) started off at 7pm++. The competition goes on and on. And everyone especially me&zah just can't wait to get it done and over with cos we're am shift the next day.

and this is towards the end. we could still smile at the cam thou and zah's still with her mirror!

At exactly 10pm, i finished my last strike and i said my good-byes. Didnt wait till the rest ends cos i pity boyfie who's becoming bored and sleepy actually. Kesian dier.

Boyfie, thanks for being such a sweet for spending the day supporting me. I love my cheerleader!

People, fyi, we're still waiting for the results actually. HAHA.

as of tmr, should i go or should i not?

a decision to kill. blurgh.

Nursing life

2008-02-27T19:35:00.015+08:00

Karaoke session with them girls was GEREK.

Group photo pweeese.

Ouhhh. Just look at Fari emo-ing.

That's our SitiNurhalizah & AmyLee.

Me & Fari just can't stop goofing around while the others sing.

Touch-ups. Mirror check.

Ouhh they seriously need to decontaminate the mirror!

And so we're off hunting for foooood.

Melalak sampai naik lapar laa kan korangs?!

We're sooo indeed like sardines at Azi's passenger seat.

And the upper and lower limbs beginning to have pins&needles.

We ate ALOT yaw! Zah's fallen in love with SimpangBedok's cheeese fries. And she wants MORE! HAHA.

Okay, this was what our claypots done to us.

SLEEEEEEEPY!

That's Nani's supposed to be 'THE END' pose.

I suuuuuuper duuuuuuper had fun people! More of where it came from and shall ajak AbgMan (our NurseClinician) along on next outing! Kesian dier merajok. HAHA.

And now, i'm looking forward for tomorrow

BOWLING COMPETITION!

AbgMan's been consistently reminding me...

"KakJann (that's what he's been calling me at work. Sungguh tak glamour kan!), remember ehhh, tmr wear all black. Then we put on bandanna. Pls be there by 7pm ok! You coming with yur BF is it? Bring him along ok! Wear black tau!"

and he keeps on repeating again and again. wah piang eyyy. and all these makes me even more excited. adrenaline's up babey. plus boyfie's gonna be there. morale support la katekan. HAHA.

ok. will update more the day after tmr!

Simple & loving it

2008-02-24T22:00:00.005+08:00

Ok. I kinda had a simple Sunday.

work at 7am. yeaaa i know, who works on a sunday right! but then again that's my life.
work ended and left the ward 3.15pm sharp!
showered and off to shop a little. BY MYSELF that is!
home thenafter and i'm freaking shagged. seriously.
slept like a pig till 8pm. i know i shouldn't but i can't help it laa.
light dinner cos i wasn't that hungry.
applied henna for mom cos she insisted on having them too.
online msn with the best girlfriend ~ Dian Syahidah

sorry i had to steal one of your pic and this happen to be my favourite.

p/s: i miss you laaa. meet soon together with the other makcik ok!

it was soo nice to catch things up with her! bitching and gossips. well that's what we're good for right gf! and and and somebody got new bf laaaa. well, i really hope this one IS IT la okays. i really wish for your happyness laaa. give and take, forgive and forget k! let's keep our 14years of friendship strong yeaaa!

organized an outing tomorrow with the colleagues. calling calling laa kan. and i'm pretty sure this month's bill's up the notch.
received a sms from boyfie ("i'm home baby!") which really melts me. i love it when he does that! he called thenafter, we talked and exchanged oo&xx.

well, that's how i end my Sunday. pretty simple huh. but i like it thou.

now i can't wait for tomorrow.

i love you

2008-02-21T23:51:00.007+08:00

Credits to Umi (bf's sister) for this thoughtful video montage. It's the sweetest anniversary gift ever! Thank you for being 'oh-so-sweeeet'. I am indeed very very touched.

Reminiscing the sweet sour bitter saltish moments made me laugh and a little teary too. We've been thru alot. And i really mean ALOT. Will never ever forget these unforgettable experience with you.

p/s: i'll always love you. ALWAYS.

a tribute to an old friend

2008-02-18T20:48:00.005+08:00

This remix is for you dear Raymond Koh.

It's been 2 months now since you're gone.

You left us for good. To the underworld.

We used to talk. We used to laugh.

I wish it would remains the same.

Somewhere in my dreams tonight

I'll see you standing there

You look at me with a smile

"Life isn't always fair"

You say you were chosen for his garden

His preciously hand picked bouquet

"God really needed me,

That's why I couldn't stay"

And to heaven you go that marvelous day.

We're all gonna miss you Raymond aka 'Baby face'

may you R.I.P

Kuala Lumpur

2008-02-16T21:56:00.032+08:00

I'm soo contended to be back to where i belong. Ok well, past 3 days was spent at our neighbouring country Malaysia~Kuala Lumpur. Been years since i last step there and this vacation, i just wanna spend my money there. My folks and Syasya were the ones to accompany me. Well, i just felt safer with them around. So yeaaa, let's just let pictures do the talking aye!

Day 1

We took the 5 Stars executive coach.

just look at Syasya's exclusive smile. She's soo lovin' it.

The one and only pit-stop was at YongPeng.

Ouhh MrDugong, pls grant my wish!

Finally, after 5hrs+ of journey, we made it.

That's our hotel~Berjaya Time Square.

and Daddy's doing his thang.

And this is Masjid India which is sooo like our Arab St.

And the bamboo sticks represents Petaling St.

Basically, Dad wants to put that @ our garden.

And that girl, she's just too tired to continue.

Day 2

First thing in the morning was dipping ourselves in that kinda warm sauna.

Thenafter, it's KLCC!!

Oh and DunkinD's a MUST MUST MUST!

A thousand apologies dear HammyZammy,

i couldn't resist him! Together we're EmporioArmani's ambassador!

At KL's very own PlanetHollywood @ Bukit Bintang.

Day 3

Morning breakfast was heavenly.

I ate like i haven't eaten for donkey years.

Thenafter, we headed to the indoor theme park.

While waiting for our coach, mom did her last shopping.

Syasya and I will never stop cam-whorring.

And so, this was sort of the last picture there.

Syasya didn't wanna leave KL cos she hadn't had enuf of the pool. But then again, kept emphasizing her that KL doesn't have Al-Iman kindergarden like Spore do. HAHA. Then only she obediently decided to leave. Goood girl.

So that's it for my vacation people.

Through out the trip, i missed my boyfie & my buddy too!

What's next? Pulau Redang perhaps?

Pimp Azi's Ride

2008-02-13T23:03:00.023+08:00

Azirah's new ride!!!

OMG!

Today totally rock or what! The most enjoyable day i had was today mainly because i gotta ride in Azi's Mitsubishi Lancer (new & fresh). It was totally cool! SGH was the pick-up point as Fari had to work day shift. Azi was off and i'm on leave. Thenafter we headed town. I was the navigator as i know the short-cut. Had some hooohaaas over the parking location and finally we decided at Cineleisure. Surprisingly, many empty slots laa.

Had our late lunch early dinner at Breeks @ NgeeAnnCity and we were horendously loud! laughs laughter and more laughter. Love you guys la. And that was when we had new nickname for Azirah which is...AziMon (Azi Monster). Pity her as she was our victim for the day. Awww.

Thenafter, kill some time at LuckyPlaza to get Azi's perfume.

Time check: 1900hrs. We have till 2030hrs till the parking coupon is due.

And so we headed to OrangeJulius to kill the remaining time. Had our deserts and we're fucking bloated! I seriously need to shit. Azi came up with the idea to go to Esplanade's carpark to cam-whore and to test drive. And here's the best part...i got to steer the wheels!

IT WAS AWESOME!!!!! seriously.

You guys rocks my smelly socks laaaa.

That's it! More adventure till next time. Request for same shift okay darlings!

Till then i'll take my leave. Won't be blogging for sometime. Will be out of Spore. Like finally! Yaaay!! See ya later alligators!

Ouhh...and before i forget..

HAPPY VALENTINES's DAY!!

Yah azizi is mahiri

2008-02-11T21:44:00.000+08:00

An undiscovered treasure on earth

Your love is blind.

How time flies

2008-02-09T23:42:00.000+08:00

Happy 4th Anniversary LOVE!

Together we're like Bonnie and Clyde,
Willing to ride and die for each other.
Nothing mattered when it came to us.
Together we're like Justin and Britney,
A match made in heaven. Envied by many for
the love that we felt for one another.
Together we're like Frodo and Sam,
We never would have made it far without each other.
Always looked out for one another

and never let anyone disrespect one of us.
Together we're like Siegfried and Roy,
The magic we created would have never been possible
if it hadn't been for each other.
Together we're perfect,
And for me to forget, would be like losing a fight.

i love you.

For Old times sake

2008-02-05T17:36:00.000+08:00

Aaaaah. Finally i could spend some quality time to blog. Ok ok. Updates..updates..updates.

Last Saturday was a blast. Mainly because it's Titi's birthday and she know nuts about the meet-up at Marina. Sin & Azar's presence surprised her. Well that's the plan actually. Thanks boyfriends for having abled to book-out to celebrate our 'ooh-soo-old' kawan. Ok Jannah. Stop talking!

These were the early birds. Which of course Sin arrived waaaay earlier then me & Izzy. And he goes... "dari dulu sampai skarang, tak berubah jugak korang. Aku jugak yg sampai dulu!" HAHA. Love you la Sin!

And yes. Bday girl was appalled! Love your expression Titi.

This is what happened when you meet less. They bitched alright! Better than we do.

And we'll never stop cam-whoring. NEVER.

Cafe Cartel was where we dine in & the food. 'ohh-so-gracious'.

It's smoking session for them & we are the passive smokers.

It took a real pro to take this photo and we're one call away to BOWL!

And this is Moosino with his bowling skills. Lane senget habis ehhh Sin!

This is what happen when you lose. The person who initiate the forfeit was forfeited. HAHA. Tulah lain kali jangan macam paham makcik. heh. But it was fun. You pulled it off girl!

After all those hand cramps, we headed to Orchard. And we decided to chill at NgeeAnnCity's Coffee Bean.

Specially for Titi, your multiple bday songs of different languages. But of course, own made lyrics by Sin feat Azar.

Kisses for the birthday girl.

Happy 22nd Titi!!!!

When there's a beginning, there's always an ending. Awww. Do we have to? Thanks guys for making my day. Love you people many many.

~ooxxOX~

January ends

2008-01-31T23:51:00.000+08:00

I had a blast today with my beloved bf. Shopping was the main concern for us. Went to all the Nike outlets in Orchard just to get the things we wanted. And we're all out for Nike today. Brand of the day - NIKE. Slogan for the day - JUST DO IT. Haha. Ok lame. Just FORGET IT.
We shop till the sun died on us. And it's time for dinner. Swensen was the first and the last meal for me today as I was a busy woman at work. So nothing new la hah.

the city of blinding lights & those shopping bags.

he's just addicted to that toy!!

And yes. Those were the gifts he showered me with.
What does it look like? I'm a Nike sponsored now!

short yet sweet

2008-01-30T22:05:00.000+08:00

ok part ni muke Titi cannot make it la. HAHA

I love these ladies many many lah seyy.

can anyone replace them? Idts.

hughug kisskiss BIGhug BIGkiss.

it wasn't me

2008-01-27T10:24:00.000+08:00

Finally it's day off today after days of working shit. Seriously, work has never been good to me these days. Especially the staffing. Gone haywire. Lack of staffs plus more call bells equals to angry patients. And what does the superiors do? For me to know for you to find out. Lets not brag about it and lets leave work alone.

I wasn't myself lately. I became more bitchy, easily agitated and inpatience. Idk why. And i have a zit at my left cheek which makes me even more perturbed. I can't stand some people. If i were to list, it'll be a pretty long one. So yeaa. But on the higher note, i've found a new buddy to trifle with. And nobody could change that. Even YOU.

Ok whatever. Idk why i woke up this early on a Sunday. Ouhh. Spring cleaning and i'll be out thenafter. Have a good day people!

~ooxxOX~

say what?

2008-01-23T13:38:00.000+08:00

You make the letters.

The letters don't make You.

~ooxxOX~

the future is OURS

2008-01-20T23:37:00.000+08:00

Just reached home and i'm pretty drained out from work. Therefore i'm not really in the mood to splurt much of vocabs and adjectives here. So i'll just let the pictures do most of the talking. Thank you.

Marina with boyfie 2 days ago. Had dinner at Cavana and was very much satisfied with the food there. Met Thaiz thenafter and of course, smoking was the priority.

p/s: Thaiz, can you pls stop looking at the camera. Trying to take candid laaaa. *hiaaak-dusssh*

Esplanade was where we had our 'serious' talk.

Dear, i really hope our so called 'plan' will come true. We'll definitely work things out. Target: One and half years kann? Insya'allah. With God's willing. Ily!

~ooxxOX~

No work please.

2008-01-12T00:24:00.000+08:00

Pardon me for i took like ages to update. Busy & hectic schedule lined up for me. Just finished night shift and currently enjoying my 4 days off. Second day just ended and two more days to go. Let's begin with yesterday..

- 10th January 2008 -

An unplanned meet-up with my girls. Namely titi & izzy. Initially was to Sentosa just to chill but ended up we got FREE fooood from Oscar whatever-the-restaurant's-name-is. Thanks to As, my long lost primary school buddy who's the supervisor there. Ouhh and she gave us FREE tickets to the Songs Of The Sea.

Hesitatingly accepting the tickets thinking that it was somewhat crap but it turned out to be miraculously AWESOME! cool shits. Shall bring MrBF next visit.

the sungguh-tak-glamour part.

Free fooood. Free show. How nice kannnn?

and here's the sweethearts.

and TODAY..

met boyfriend at workplace and we ride to our usual movie theatre, The Cathay that is.

while waiting for the never starting movie..

he made himself useful with my PSP.

Went all American Gangster and after the show we reflected on how lucky we are being a Singaporean. Damn lucky huh?!

~ooxxOX~